Recently in the news, there was a lady murdered in a robbery at her OWN house. These days, people will just do anything to survive. How sooo desperate they are....Just imagine, we are now in the good month of Ramadhan and there are people who don't respect it. They just ignore others and do whatever it takes as long as they can get whatever they want. Eiiisshhh~ Where's the love? Where's the peace? Very scaryy...There's no more safe place on earth :(
Seksyen 13 ok....dekattt ~ Sape laa yg syaittoonn sekarang ni. Hurm...
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Another Lalang
I'm going back home this evening. Nggeengg~ Seriously, i feel like lalang. It's not because i'm lost to the tempation, but due to some last minute changes.
:: Home mode ::
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Lalang
It seems that lalang have started to grow here. Hehehe. Subur2. Yer cik ira, finally i'm updating this page.
Hurm...it's been nearly two weeks since my last post. Firstly, Ahlan wahsalan ya Ramadhan (it's sort bit late..i know..). It was good to be at home for the first week of Ramadhan despite of not having mom's cooking for buka puasa. Tapi xpelaa, asalkan dapat berbuka dgn my dearest mama.huhu
I decided to stay for a little while in utp this month. Why? Need to put myself together for the project. Sometimes i wonder, can i survive and how?? But each time when these doubts come, there will always be something that will make me feel "....ooo, these are just some difficulties that i have to deal with, take them easily & wisely, with His help, everything will be fine..."
For some reasons, i suddenly felt strange. Few days before leaving home for utp, almost everyone at home were behaving as if i wont be coming back home anymore. On the last day of me breaking fast at home, my mom prepared the food although she's not feeling that well. My sis pula surprisingly asked bout my trip (what time im leaving, how long i'll be there, when i'm coming home). She even went late for work on the day that i was leaving to utp. Hurm...tak pernah kakak buat macam tu. And both of my nieces,especially Mirah, she's feeling a bit upset. I just promised them that i would call home often. Bapak, err...he's cool =) heheh
Suddenly Some tiny parts of my brain is telling me to go home during this weekend but im not going to. hehehe. Next week perhaps. This week, i just stay quietly and peacefully here. Trying my best to devote myself to the project (hahaha poyo~)
We're already in the second week of Ramadhan. My comments?...I don't feel as excited as previous years when i used to start listening to the Raya songs. This year, the baju raya, the kuih raya, etc, don't really matter anymore. Am i becoming heartless with raya now? (I hope not because it's gonna be double celebrations for me this year...eh silap triple actually...). Maybe because i'm still away in utp. Perhaps when i'm back home, i should be in the mood.
Senario setiap tahun, baru je seminggu puasa, pasaraya dah mula pasang lagu2 raya...haiishhh...tak sabar2
Esok nak jumpa lecturer, i'm looking for some sense of directions
Hurm...it's been nearly two weeks since my last post. Firstly, Ahlan wahsalan ya Ramadhan (it's sort bit late..i know..). It was good to be at home for the first week of Ramadhan despite of not having mom's cooking for buka puasa. Tapi xpelaa, asalkan dapat berbuka dgn my dearest mama.huhu
I decided to stay for a little while in utp this month. Why? Need to put myself together for the project. Sometimes i wonder, can i survive and how?? But each time when these doubts come, there will always be something that will make me feel "....ooo, these are just some difficulties that i have to deal with, take them easily & wisely, with His help, everything will be fine..."
For some reasons, i suddenly felt strange. Few days before leaving home for utp, almost everyone at home were behaving as if i wont be coming back home anymore. On the last day of me breaking fast at home, my mom prepared the food although she's not feeling that well. My sis pula surprisingly asked bout my trip (what time im leaving, how long i'll be there, when i'm coming home). She even went late for work on the day that i was leaving to utp. Hurm...tak pernah kakak buat macam tu. And both of my nieces,especially Mirah, she's feeling a bit upset. I just promised them that i would call home often. Bapak, err...he's cool =) heheh
Suddenly Some tiny parts of my brain is telling me to go home during this weekend but im not going to. hehehe. Next week perhaps. This week, i just stay quietly and peacefully here. Trying my best to devote myself to the project (hahaha poyo~)
We're already in the second week of Ramadhan. My comments?...I don't feel as excited as previous years when i used to start listening to the Raya songs. This year, the baju raya, the kuih raya, etc, don't really matter anymore. Am i becoming heartless with raya now? (I hope not because it's gonna be double celebrations for me this year...eh silap triple actually...). Maybe because i'm still away in utp. Perhaps when i'm back home, i should be in the mood.
Senario setiap tahun, baru je seminggu puasa, pasaraya dah mula pasang lagu2 raya...haiishhh...tak sabar2
Esok nak jumpa lecturer, i'm looking for some sense of directions
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Mix Combo
Another great weekend i had. It was good to see juniors celebrating their graduation, significant milestone in their life journey. It reminds me...just a year ago, i went thru the same thing as well. Now..here i am, i have been working about a year. Still i feel like, i just started working yesterday...
Once im back home, i was shocked by some bad news. Two different families of our close friends and our relatives are in the middle of family crisis- critical one. This makes me think, will there still be 'happily ever after'??
Takot + worry + Angry. That's the mix combo. When there's a problem occurred. Dont pinpoint anyone. Listen to all the parties involved. Dont be biased. Dont be judgemental. Just suggest what are the consequences of each of the possible solutions. Let they themselves solve their own problems.
Today, im happy because im going to start another new chapter of my life. Huhuhu. Lepas ni focus! focus! and mooore focus!!
Ya Allah, permudahkan laluan hambaMu ini utk mencapai kesenangan di kemudian hari. Amiinn~
Once im back home, i was shocked by some bad news. Two different families of our close friends and our relatives are in the middle of family crisis- critical one. This makes me think, will there still be 'happily ever after'??
Takot + worry + Angry. That's the mix combo. When there's a problem occurred. Dont pinpoint anyone. Listen to all the parties involved. Dont be biased. Dont be judgemental. Just suggest what are the consequences of each of the possible solutions. Let they themselves solve their own problems.
Today, im happy because im going to start another new chapter of my life. Huhuhu. Lepas ni focus! focus! and mooore focus!!
Ya Allah, permudahkan laluan hambaMu ini utk mencapai kesenangan di kemudian hari. Amiinn~
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Midnight
Yes, the clock shows...1.27am and i'm still not sleeping. Just got back home from my aunt's place.CHecked out her new house. It's nice & cozy. Maybe next time i will overnight at their place.
Tomorrow, errm...i guess i should say today's agenda. To Batu Pahat. We'll leave at 10am. Time for heading back home...not sure. I'm sure that today will be the starting of an exciting weekend.
Feels good & free to be able to do things that i wish to do..*what does that suppose to mean?*
Tomorrow, errm...i guess i should say today's agenda. To Batu Pahat. We'll leave at 10am. Time for heading back home...not sure. I'm sure that today will be the starting of an exciting weekend.
Feels good & free to be able to do things that i wish to do..*what does that suppose to mean?*
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Can't (addoi...it's soo negative aura)
Can't imagine.......how a person can be so easiliy influenced by others without having to defend his or her own decision.
Can't believe.......I can still be patient with such a person...maybe there's a good reason behind which only HE knows.
Can't understand.......I let myself into a complex situation. I'm not hoping for anything. Not that i really want to or another word is desperate. But for some reason (which im still figuring out..) i just let it be. But is it worth doing it? Especially when the chances of getting hurt is about 80% in the end.huurmm... as i said let it be..we'll see how things go..
Have i changed myself to become a new me??
Can't believe.......I can still be patient with such a person...maybe there's a good reason behind which only HE knows.
Can't understand.......I let myself into a complex situation. I'm not hoping for anything. Not that i really want to or another word is desperate. But for some reason (which im still figuring out..) i just let it be. But is it worth doing it? Especially when the chances of getting hurt is about 80% in the end.huurmm... as i said let it be..we'll see how things go..
Have i changed myself to become a new me??
What a GGGREAATTT Weekend
Weekend has ended. And another one is coming, time really flies that fast huh. How i wish that everyday is like weekend (then it's no longer called as weekEND) hehe.
One of my closest friends just ended her bachelor life. I attended her wedding reception. It was a great opportunity to meet up some of my friends from high school. huuuuhhh..some who i haven't met for like what...4-5 years ago..??!!?
One thing i notice, people change. Dont always assume they will always be the same as they did before. Time passes by, zaman dah berubah dunia dah maju (do i get this correctly??heheh) manusia mestilah berubah...rite :) And of course...change for the better
Anyway, back to the reception, OMG...the both bride & groom look fabulous and no doubt they look happy & great together. Merpati dua sejoli (hope got this rite..again..) Congratulation!!! Most of our friends, didnt expect that she would be the early one to settle down. Anyway, we mankind can always plan, but it is always for HIM to decide what's best for us.
Apart from attending the kenduri, I had the chance to fulfill my crave for penang’s famous sup hameed. nyummy2..miss it so much. The sup, murtabak,…(thought of having mee goreng mamak as well, but I had quite a big meal earlier..some sushi..hihihi). Had my supper with couple of my friends. Thanks girls!!! I really ate a lot that day...ffuuuhh
After the reception, i headed straight to the airport. Thanks to the host & family for the stay, makan2, bring me to places..and everything. As i reached home, i wondered to myself.....i wish i would have stay there bit longer.
~Miss Penang...and *down* Monday..back to work..~
One of my closest friends just ended her bachelor life. I attended her wedding reception. It was a great opportunity to meet up some of my friends from high school. huuuuhhh..some who i haven't met for like what...4-5 years ago..??!!?
One thing i notice, people change. Dont always assume they will always be the same as they did before. Time passes by, zaman dah berubah dunia dah maju (do i get this correctly??heheh) manusia mestilah berubah...rite :) And of course...change for the better
Anyway, back to the reception, OMG...the both bride & groom look fabulous and no doubt they look happy & great together. Merpati dua sejoli (hope got this rite..again..) Congratulation!!! Most of our friends, didnt expect that she would be the early one to settle down. Anyway, we mankind can always plan, but it is always for HIM to decide what's best for us.
Apart from attending the kenduri, I had the chance to fulfill my crave for penang’s famous sup hameed. nyummy2..miss it so much. The sup, murtabak,…(thought of having mee goreng mamak as well, but I had quite a big meal earlier..some sushi..hihihi). Had my supper with couple of my friends. Thanks girls!!! I really ate a lot that day...ffuuuhh
After the reception, i headed straight to the airport. Thanks to the host & family for the stay, makan2, bring me to places..and everything. As i reached home, i wondered to myself.....i wish i would have stay there bit longer.
~Miss Penang...and *down* Monday..back to work..~
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