Friday, September 26, 2008

Sahur

It spoils the whole mood of the day.

"Kalo kena tuka baju di bilik atas, nak tido hotel kali ni...."

Why do you have to bring up this topic while others are peacefully enjoying their meal during sahur...ish3... *heartless*

uurrghhh...it did really get me pissed off~

next time, if everyhting doesn't make sense anymore, might as well as x perlu balik kampung at all...urrghhh...mencciiiiii~~~~

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Superwomen - A dedication to All Beloved Women Out There~

I just listened to this song recently....and this song goes to all women out there especially to my beloved and dearest Mama & Kakak =)

Everywhere I'm turning
Nothing seems complete
I stand up and I'm searching
For the better part of me
I hang my head from sorrow
State of humanity
I wear it on my shoulders
Gotta find the strength in me

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am, Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes I'm a Superwoman

For all the mothers fighting
For better days to come
And all my women, all my women sitting here trying
To come home before the sun
And all my sisters
Coming together
Say yes I will
Yes I can

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am, Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes I'm a Superwoman

When I'm breaking down
And I can't be found
And I start to get weak
Cause no one knows
Me underneath these clothes
But I can fly, We can fly, Oh

Cause I am a Superwoman
Yes I am, Yes she is
Even when I'm a mess
I still put on a vest
With an S on my chest
Oh yes I'm a Superwoman

by Alicia Keys

A great song huhuhu

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Kecurian

Recently in the news, there was a lady murdered in a robbery at her OWN house. These days, people will just do anything to survive. How sooo desperate they are....Just imagine, we are now in the good month of Ramadhan and there are people who don't respect it. They just ignore others and do whatever it takes as long as they can get whatever they want. Eiiisshhh~ Where's the love? Where's the peace? Very scaryy...There's no more safe place on earth :(

Seksyen 13 ok....dekattt ~ Sape laa yg syaittoonn sekarang ni. Hurm...

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Another Lalang

I'm going back home this evening. Nggeengg~ Seriously, i feel like lalang. It's not because i'm lost to the tempation, but due to some last minute changes.

:: Home mode ::

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Lalang

It seems that lalang have started to grow here. Hehehe. Subur2. Yer cik ira, finally i'm updating this page.

Hurm...it's been nearly two weeks since my last post. Firstly, Ahlan wahsalan ya Ramadhan (it's sort bit late..i know..). It was good to be at home for the first week of Ramadhan despite of not having mom's cooking for buka puasa. Tapi xpelaa, asalkan dapat berbuka dgn my dearest mama.huhu

I decided to stay for a little while in utp this month. Why? Need to put myself together for the project. Sometimes i wonder, can i survive and how?? But each time when these doubts come, there will always be something that will make me feel "....ooo, these are just some difficulties that i have to deal with, take them easily & wisely, with His help, everything will be fine..."

For some reasons, i suddenly felt strange. Few days before leaving home for utp, almost everyone at home were behaving as if i wont be coming back home anymore. On the last day of me breaking fast at home, my mom prepared the food although she's not feeling that well. My sis pula surprisingly asked bout my trip (what time im leaving, how long i'll be there, when i'm coming home). She even went late for work on the day that i was leaving to utp. Hurm...tak pernah kakak buat macam tu. And both of my nieces,especially Mirah, she's feeling a bit upset. I just promised them that i would call home often. Bapak, err...he's cool =) heheh

Suddenly Some tiny parts of my brain is telling me to go home during this weekend but im not going to. hehehe. Next week perhaps. This week, i just stay quietly and peacefully here. Trying my best to devote myself to the project (hahaha poyo~)

We're already in the second week of Ramadhan. My comments?...I don't feel as excited as previous years when i used to start listening to the Raya songs. This year, the baju raya, the kuih raya, etc, don't really matter anymore. Am i becoming heartless with raya now? (I hope not because it's gonna be double celebrations for me this year...eh silap triple actually...). Maybe because i'm still away in utp. Perhaps when i'm back home, i should be in the mood.

Senario setiap tahun, baru je seminggu puasa, pasaraya dah mula pasang lagu2 raya...haiishhh...tak sabar2

Esok nak jumpa lecturer, i'm looking for some sense of directions