Another great weekend i had. It was good to see juniors celebrating their graduation, significant milestone in their life journey. It reminds me...just a year ago, i went thru the same thing as well. Now..here i am, i have been working about a year. Still i feel like, i just started working yesterday...
Once im back home, i was shocked by some bad news. Two different families of our close friends and our relatives are in the middle of family crisis- critical one. This makes me think, will there still be 'happily ever after'??
Takot + worry + Angry. That's the mix combo. When there's a problem occurred. Dont pinpoint anyone. Listen to all the parties involved. Dont be biased. Dont be judgemental. Just suggest what are the consequences of each of the possible solutions. Let they themselves solve their own problems.
Today, im happy because im going to start another new chapter of my life. Huhuhu. Lepas ni focus! focus! and mooore focus!!
Ya Allah, permudahkan laluan hambaMu ini utk mencapai kesenangan di kemudian hari. Amiinn~
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Midnight
Yes, the clock shows...1.27am and i'm still not sleeping. Just got back home from my aunt's place.CHecked out her new house. It's nice & cozy. Maybe next time i will overnight at their place.
Tomorrow, errm...i guess i should say today's agenda. To Batu Pahat. We'll leave at 10am. Time for heading back home...not sure. I'm sure that today will be the starting of an exciting weekend.
Feels good & free to be able to do things that i wish to do..*what does that suppose to mean?*
Tomorrow, errm...i guess i should say today's agenda. To Batu Pahat. We'll leave at 10am. Time for heading back home...not sure. I'm sure that today will be the starting of an exciting weekend.
Feels good & free to be able to do things that i wish to do..*what does that suppose to mean?*
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Can't (addoi...it's soo negative aura)
Can't imagine.......how a person can be so easiliy influenced by others without having to defend his or her own decision.
Can't believe.......I can still be patient with such a person...maybe there's a good reason behind which only HE knows.
Can't understand.......I let myself into a complex situation. I'm not hoping for anything. Not that i really want to or another word is desperate. But for some reason (which im still figuring out..) i just let it be. But is it worth doing it? Especially when the chances of getting hurt is about 80% in the end.huurmm... as i said let it be..we'll see how things go..
Have i changed myself to become a new me??
Can't believe.......I can still be patient with such a person...maybe there's a good reason behind which only HE knows.
Can't understand.......I let myself into a complex situation. I'm not hoping for anything. Not that i really want to or another word is desperate. But for some reason (which im still figuring out..) i just let it be. But is it worth doing it? Especially when the chances of getting hurt is about 80% in the end.huurmm... as i said let it be..we'll see how things go..
Have i changed myself to become a new me??
What a GGGREAATTT Weekend
Weekend has ended. And another one is coming, time really flies that fast huh. How i wish that everyday is like weekend (then it's no longer called as weekEND) hehe.
One of my closest friends just ended her bachelor life. I attended her wedding reception. It was a great opportunity to meet up some of my friends from high school. huuuuhhh..some who i haven't met for like what...4-5 years ago..??!!?
One thing i notice, people change. Dont always assume they will always be the same as they did before. Time passes by, zaman dah berubah dunia dah maju (do i get this correctly??heheh) manusia mestilah berubah...rite :) And of course...change for the better
Anyway, back to the reception, OMG...the both bride & groom look fabulous and no doubt they look happy & great together. Merpati dua sejoli (hope got this rite..again..) Congratulation!!! Most of our friends, didnt expect that she would be the early one to settle down. Anyway, we mankind can always plan, but it is always for HIM to decide what's best for us.
Apart from attending the kenduri, I had the chance to fulfill my crave for penang’s famous sup hameed. nyummy2..miss it so much. The sup, murtabak,…(thought of having mee goreng mamak as well, but I had quite a big meal earlier..some sushi..hihihi). Had my supper with couple of my friends. Thanks girls!!! I really ate a lot that day...ffuuuhh
After the reception, i headed straight to the airport. Thanks to the host & family for the stay, makan2, bring me to places..and everything. As i reached home, i wondered to myself.....i wish i would have stay there bit longer.
~Miss Penang...and *down* Monday..back to work..~
One of my closest friends just ended her bachelor life. I attended her wedding reception. It was a great opportunity to meet up some of my friends from high school. huuuuhhh..some who i haven't met for like what...4-5 years ago..??!!?
One thing i notice, people change. Dont always assume they will always be the same as they did before. Time passes by, zaman dah berubah dunia dah maju (do i get this correctly??heheh) manusia mestilah berubah...rite :) And of course...change for the better
Anyway, back to the reception, OMG...the both bride & groom look fabulous and no doubt they look happy & great together. Merpati dua sejoli (hope got this rite..again..) Congratulation!!! Most of our friends, didnt expect that she would be the early one to settle down. Anyway, we mankind can always plan, but it is always for HIM to decide what's best for us.
Apart from attending the kenduri, I had the chance to fulfill my crave for penang’s famous sup hameed. nyummy2..miss it so much. The sup, murtabak,…(thought of having mee goreng mamak as well, but I had quite a big meal earlier..some sushi..hihihi). Had my supper with couple of my friends. Thanks girls!!! I really ate a lot that day...ffuuuhh
After the reception, i headed straight to the airport. Thanks to the host & family for the stay, makan2, bring me to places..and everything. As i reached home, i wondered to myself.....i wish i would have stay there bit longer.
~Miss Penang...and *down* Monday..back to work..~
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Weekend is Almost Over
I always feel that time flies soooo fast. Am I the only one who feel that way? Starting from today, my schedule is going to be packed.Today, traveling to Tronoh. Monday, I’m having a software training, then I have to travel to Seberang Prai right after the training. Tuesday & Wednesday, I’m having workshop at Kulim Hi-Tech park. Addeii…very tiring but worth it *smile* especially for the future..*chheewahh*
Today, as I came back to my little spot in Tronoh, I met my new roommate. She’s nice and friendly. It is always difficult for me to get along with someone else especially to become roommates. But this time, I feel glad that I have company in my room. Maybe I do really feel lonely during my stay here all this while. (Don’t want to admit that fact previously…)
Then, another thing that surprises me today - I met my friend (which I could not recall her name..heheh…and so does her..hahah) at the house which I’m staying in. She’s got herself here, pursuing her Masters degree. Yeaayy, I’m happy to find out that I won’t be completely alone after all.
During my whole trip from home to here, I kept calling my mom to update her. Some people would say…it’s overprotective but to me, I’m very thankful and feeling luckly to have someone that really cares and concerns so much on me. I couldn’t imagine my life without her. She’s not only a mother but also my very best friend in my life. Mama, don’t worry, I’ll be back home soon.huhu. It feels like going back as a student. Tronoh, here I come.. *smile*
~Back to the little outside world of Tronoh~
Today, as I came back to my little spot in Tronoh, I met my new roommate. She’s nice and friendly. It is always difficult for me to get along with someone else especially to become roommates. But this time, I feel glad that I have company in my room. Maybe I do really feel lonely during my stay here all this while. (Don’t want to admit that fact previously…)
Then, another thing that surprises me today - I met my friend (which I could not recall her name..heheh…and so does her..hahah) at the house which I’m staying in. She’s got herself here, pursuing her Masters degree. Yeaayy, I’m happy to find out that I won’t be completely alone after all.
During my whole trip from home to here, I kept calling my mom to update her. Some people would say…it’s overprotective but to me, I’m very thankful and feeling luckly to have someone that really cares and concerns so much on me. I couldn’t imagine my life without her. She’s not only a mother but also my very best friend in my life. Mama, don’t worry, I’ll be back home soon.huhu. It feels like going back as a student. Tronoh, here I come.. *smile*
~Back to the little outside world of Tronoh~
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Unpredictable
Life’s unpredictable. Imagine this in the very same month. You can be very extremely happy at one time then another minute you never know that things become the other way round.
Was I too rush in making decisions? Did I judge people too fast? Was I ridiculous to give my heart out (not completely though) to someone who I just met for couple of months?
All I have to say for now is, I never regret for what ever decisions I have made so far because good things don’t simply come easily. We always have to go thru difficulties before gaining something good in the end. When things are not easily to get, only then we appreciate them.
I believe everything happens with many good reasons behind. They are all for Him to know and for us to find out.... *smile*
....and now just focus on work, work & work
*Oh Allah, please give me strength to go thru this test. Ammiin*
Was I too rush in making decisions? Did I judge people too fast? Was I ridiculous to give my heart out (not completely though) to someone who I just met for couple of months?
All I have to say for now is, I never regret for what ever decisions I have made so far because good things don’t simply come easily. We always have to go thru difficulties before gaining something good in the end. When things are not easily to get, only then we appreciate them.
I believe everything happens with many good reasons behind. They are all for Him to know and for us to find out.... *smile*
....and now just focus on work, work & work
*Oh Allah, please give me strength to go thru this test. Ammiin*
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New to this. Couple of my darling friends have asked me to blogging, but i always refuse. Dunno why this time, out of the sudden i just feel like writing. On second thoughts, eem why not right, at least i can express my feelings & thoughts here.
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